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Love

What is love?

We actually cannot see it,
We only can sense it.

It's hidden in the dark under the earth,
Lingering beneath the surface,
Waiting and eager to be born,

It penetrates its way throughout the surface to the light to be witnessed,

It becomes to blossom,

Now there is the manifestation of love.

Enjoy!

-DAS-

Where are you?

Where are you my love?

I was lost because I could not found you,
I was desperately seeking for you, but I could not see you,
I was restless waiting for you to come, but you didn't show up...

I remained silent,
And then of a sudden you were there.

Where have you been my love?

I was always here with you, but you didn't notice me,
I was always close to you, but you didn't recognise me,
I was always there waiting to be found, but you didn't discover me,
I was always here nurturing and soothing your soul, but you didn't feel me...

But when you stopped looking for love at the wrong places,
I finally appeared and you saw me for what I truly was.

-DAS-

Gebroken

In verwachting van...

Wat wordt er verwacht om gemanifesteerd te worden?
Mag ik verwachten?
En wat als ik dat dan doe?
Wordt ze ingevuld en door wie?
Door mezelf of door een ander?
Wat als we in verwachting blijven?
Wat als er geen overgang is naar geboorte?
Wat als er een onverwachte wending gebeurt?

Hoe ga ik om met dit alles?
Je was mijn alles, mijn toeverlaat!

Ik blijf gebroken achter...

-DAS-

Venus conjunct jupiter

What if...

What if every day would feel like today?

What if the light of the sun would warm us all day long?
What if beams of the sun would enlighten our soul?
What if love would be felt in our heart all the time?
What if tears of joy would be pouring down our cheek and moisten the earth?

What if I would feel embraced and nurtured by YOU?
What if I would feel worn by your wings?
What if I would feel melt my heart by your kindness and sweetness?

What if birds would sing their song eloquently?
What if I would sing my song?

What if your lips would be seeking mine?
What if your nose would be gently rubbing mine?
What if your hair would be caresing my face?

What if I would feel whole again?

It always would be ‘a venus conjunct jupiter’ day like today,
It always would be felt this way...

-DAS-

I wish I would have been a fish

Standing with my back to you,
I am begging you for my life,

But no mercy,
you brutally push me,

I am sinking to the bottom of my soul,
I am sinking to the depth of the unknown,

Death is near,
There is no way escaping,

The ballast boulder drags me along and is holding me down,
My lungs are filling with water,

The depth sucks me in,
The deeper I sink,
The more my heart and lungs are exploding,

My last breath is reaching out for you,
My last breath is mourning for you,
My beloved,

He leaves me behind,
He does not show a single tear of remorse,
He laughs wickedly and triumphantly,

He turns his back on me and walks away...

-DAS-

?Are we our selves?

Who are You?
Who am I?

If You and I are not our body,
If You and I are not our thoughts,
If You and I are not our emotions,

If You and I are not our selves,

Who are we truly then?

They took my body,
They took my beauty,
They took my femininity,
They took my child,
They took my childhood,

They have tried to take my Everything,

But the One thing they couldn’t take away from me,
Is my authentic Self...

-DAS-

You are the one and only

You knock on my door,

You push,
You initiate,
You expand
You fill the air with oxygen,

You ignite,

I get thrilled,

You are so big,
You are so present,
You are always here, there and nowhere at the same time,

You are not tangible,
But nevertheless You are the one,

You are the one that resides in my heart,
You are the one that lets me breathe,
You are the one that makes me smile,
You are the one that touches my soul,
You are the one that is undeniable,
You are the one that gives space,
You are the one that forgives,

You are the one and only!
You are my one and only,

But hey,
I forgot to ask your name,

Do I know you?
I am a little bit confused,

You sound familiar to me,

You can call me whatever you want babe,
But my real name is freedom : )

-DAS-

-DAS-

Mars square Mars
Opposites attract

We don’t know it,
We aren‘t aware of it yet,
Though we are searching the same thing,

We are just acting it out differently,

We are attracting each other,
You invite me to your home,
I invite you to come home,

You are situated in the outermost corner of one spectrum,
I am located in the opposite of it,
There is no good or bad,

Only different points of view and perceptions,

Finally we meet each other halfway,
Balancing out our energies,
Becoming who we should have to become and who we already are,

Divine Energy,

Endlessly,
Ongoing continuously,
Expressing itself,
Creating different realities.

-DAS-

Hollow swallow

You pretend...

You pretend that everything is OK,
You pretend you are OK,
You pretend you are perfect,

You pretend I am just not good enough,

Seriously,
Do I really need to swallow this crap and nonsense???

I don’t think so!!!

Consider this for a sec:
You speak from a void, an emptiness,
You find yourself a piece of shit and want to project that feeling of lack onto me,

But your words are hollow like your black tainted soul and don’t effect my True Being anymore,

I remain solid as a rock!

-DAS-

Sharing is caring

Your lips want to be kissed,
Your taste is so sweet,

Your hands want to give shape,
Your touch is as soft as silk,

You are my best friend,
You are my light in the darkness,
You are so perfect,

I love you to the moon and back,
I wanna hold you forever in my arms,
I don’t want You to leave me,

Yet I release You,
I let you go,
You are as free as a bird,

I do not own you,
you owe me nothing,

You do not own me,
I owe you nothing,

I share you with life,
Blend and merge with all that matters!,

So do not hesitate for a moment and go,
Heading your journey,
The wind in the sails,

Becoming the fulfilling of your destiny,
Never looking back again,
Without regret...

—DAS—

The present

Be in the present moment,
Stop trying to change the conditions, to manipulate others and your happiness,

Instead accept what really is because in every experience lies great wisdom and the power of change.
You cannot compete with the past nor your future,

So please give it a chance and open up your heart to new dimensions,
Open yourself to the now!!!

-DAS-
Intriguing Mini Spacer Encounters

Altered Spirit,
High in the Sky,

Mature Mind,
You are One of a Kind,

Open view,
Basking in infinity,

Stretching your wings,
Freeing your Soul,

Exploring heart,
Adventurous thoughts,

Merging with the Greater Mind,
Surrendering to the One,

Whispering wind,
Weeping sorrows,

Healing vibes,
Cleansing my aura,

Removing guilt and shame,
Restoring trust,

Returning back again,
The innocence of an unborn child,

Open arms,
Inviting energy,

Stable and nurturing ground,
Reconfirming my Coming Home.

-DAS-

Pieces

What once was,
Is lost again,

Overwhelmed by intense emotions,
Drowning,
Losing myself again,

Some things apparently cannot be fixed,
Although I would like to have it solved,

Broken mirrors,
Scattered pieces,

Sharp edges,
Cutting my soul,

Aching heart,
Bleeding to death,

Vanishing spirit,

Nevertheless I am propelled towards salvation,

Each single piece functioning like a hologram,
Representing the big picture,

Can I restore the image?
Can I put the puzzle together?

Can I resurrect?
Can I face myself again?

-DAS-

It moves me

It moves me

It is full of power,
It absorbs,
It heals and destroys,
It soothes and relaxes,

It is wet and elusive,
You cannot hold it,
It holds you,

It is supportive and formless,
It carries messages,
It carries you and me,

It is transparent and soluble,
It mirrors you,
Though it does not judge,

Don’t get attached to the image,
It changes,
It can take any form,

Don’t be fooled by it,
It comes and goes,
Leaves you empty behind in the end,
Ends up owning you,
Prisoner of your mind,

So, let it go,
Be flexible,

Go with the flow,
Don’t resist it,

Get in touch with it,
Get one with it,

It transforms,
It freezes, melts and evaporates,

You transform,
Allow its powers,
Let it be,

Let it take away your sorrows,
Let it take away your pain,

Let it shape you over and over,
Let it shape your world,
Let it become a new version of yourself.

Let it always be the Self!

-DAS-

Powerstruggels

You are needy,
You want to feel better,
It is never enough,
You overindulg yourself,

You always want more,
You cannot receive,
You only can take,

It is the most precious thing in your life,
You would do everything for it,
You would die for it,

You are so caught up in the moment,
Your needs are more important than the needs of others,
You cannot be there for anything else that matters,

You have a strong connection with it,
You two are inseparable,
You are one with it,

It is seducing you,
It promises you everything you want,
It is taking you over,

It is controlling you,
It is dictating you,
It is consuming you,
It is excluding you from your Self,

You are giving away your power,
You have no willpower of your own anymore,
Who will win in the end?

You are not yourself,
You are something else,

You react different,
You are arrogant,
You think you are God,

But are you???

-DAS-

The power of change

From the ocean of possibilities,

I can set my boundaries,
I am free to do this,
I am flexible,

I can choose now which form I want to become,
Without a bounded form I am lost,
I cannot give expression,

In setting boundaries,
In this specific space,
Everything is possible,
Everything is in reach,

I can go high,
I can go low,
I can go fast and slow,

Everything is suited and chosen,
In this very moment,
Depended on what is needed to perform,

I have the power to transform from one form to another,
Without the need to rely on something outside of me,
It comes from within.

-DAS-

The joy of reciprocity

Giving,
Receiving,
In the flow of life,
An ongoing dance between you and me.

Are you willing to take that chance?

Feeling the flowing energy,
Embodying the divine,
Moving back and forth,
Repeating it continuously.

Step by step,
Coming closer,
Moving towards each other,
Cheek to cheek.

Shifting back again to a distancing point,
Resting in peace,
Lingering.

Preparing for a new cycle to be born again,
And again, and again, and again...

Till infinity...

-DAS-

Integration

For the first time I am realizing that I do not need you,

To be happy,
To love myself ,
To be complete,

The main thing I was seeking,
My long foregone,
Buried feelings,

The hidden treasure inside of me,
Not aware of its existence,
Until I have met You,

I was searching it in You,
I was projecting it onto You,

You mirrored them back again,
In a way,
I could recognise,

What was once lost,
To be found again,
To be relinquished,

When rediscovered,
In touch with it,
Ready to let go,

I felt one again,
I was healed in the end,

So forgive me my dear,
It was never you,

But me, myself and I

-DAS-

Love

What is love?

We actually cannot see it,

We only can sense it.

It's hidden in the dark under the earth,

Lingering beneath the surface,

Waiting and eager to be born,

It penetrates its way throughout the surface to the light to be witnessed,

It becomes to blossom,

Now there is the manifestation of love.

Enjoy!

-DAS-

Where are you?

Where are you my love?

I was lost because I could not found you,

I was desperately seeking for you, but I could not see you,

I was restless waiting for you to come, but you didn't show up...

I remained silent,

And then of a sudden you were there.

Where have you been my love?

I was always here with you, but you didn't notice me,

I was always close to you, but you didn't recognise me,

I was always there waiting to be found, but you didn't discover me,

I was always here nurturing and soothing your soul, but you didn't feel me...

But when you stopped looking for love at the wrong places,

I finally appeared and you saw me for what I truly was.

-DAS-

Letting go

Come,

Take my hand,

Follow me,

Into the light,

Where we can dissolve

And transform

Our deepest darkest tendencies

In the everpresent field of love.

-DAS-

My beloved

You are hidden,

But your presence feels so close and near,

Like coming home,

My hart is calling and reaching out for you,

I have lost you once,

I can't bear the feeling of losing you twice,

Come and join me,

Come and join me in the now,

Come and join me,

In the forever.

-DAS-

Gebroken

In verwachting van...

Wat wordt er verwacht om gemanifesteerd te worden?

Mag ik verwachten?

En wat als ik dat dan doe?

Wordt ze ingevuld en door wie?

Door mezelf of door een ander?

Wat als we in verwachting blijven?

Wat als er geen overgang is naar geboorte?

Wat als er een onverwachte wending gebeurt?

Hoe ga ik om met dit alles?

Je was mijn alles, mijn toeverlaat!

Ik blijf gebroken achter...

-DAS-

Communication

Bla bla bla bla bla...

Words are containers, databases of stored energy,

So choose wisely your words,

Take the proper word that fits the matching energy you want to express,

We communicate through energy,

not through the spoken word itself.

-DAS-

The wind

The wind moves me gently to places where I have never been before,

My movements are writing my name in the sky,

Who am I?

I am losing myself,

I am loosen from the earth,

I became a feather,

So light,

So fearless,